Fuck Abstaining

Abstaining from sex is killing me! Just when I think I've got a handle on this, I hit another bought of wanting to fuck anything that moves. Yeah, this is one of those times. I'm not really sure how people do this for months or years, but the toys are just not cutting it.

Then there are the dreams. For whatever reason, they've been focusing on my tech support guy. The guy's not typically my type, but I've had some really satisfying dreams with him. I think I'd better stay away from him in waking life though as the sex is almost guaranteed to be very disappointing. 

Getting back to that toy satisfaction, or lack thereof, it just doesn't work for me. I truly just need to get down and dirty with some hair pulling and spanking. God help the first one I get my hands on......